Temperament: Good
Record: Pimp My Ride on TV
OKay so yeah I was going to Chick-filla yesterday and I got 5 voicemails.One from Geimer, 2 from Quita, and 2 from Kurt. Yeah...I have found, yet again, the black hole where my phone doesn't work--the apartment. I walked around seeing where I had signal and that would be in my parents room standing on the bed and in the pantry with the fridge door open.
Also for everyone sending me text messages I get this lovely thingie
*\Missing Text\*
It looks EXACTLY LIKE THAT!!!!!
So...the only way to find me guarenteed is the internet. ^_^ Yeah....I swear...they need to build better buildings. I wonder if my phone will work on the first floor of the dorms...I dunno.
Okay that is all.
July 6th 2006
Temperament: Happy
Record: Ben PLaying DMC 3
so Simmer is that time when everything slows down and you talk to people you haven't heard from in like 8 months. So talking to old friends from high school and stuff invariably lead to one end
EVERYONE IS EITHER MARRIED OR GETTING MARRIED!
Sweet Jesus why? I mean at first that was my initial reaction. I don't know about many of you but I have yet to see a well functioning marriage let alone a happy one--especially not in my family. And while I realize that this is not the case in all relationships I am at a point where I'm not interested in playing Russian roulette with the scenario.
So out of 4 friends 2 are married, 2 are going to be married at the end of the year or next year and, 1 is pregnant.
It’s gotten to the point, where at least once every other day my dad mentions me having a husband or children...which is grading on my nerves. I know very good, darn well my biological clock is ticking, and that biologically I'm over due to be a mother. Unfortunately or perhaps fortunately might be a better word, on the society scale it's not a good time. I mean I'm still only 19. There are kids my age still in high school and I'm about to start my 3rd year of college.
Good Lord I feel like Samantha from Sex in the City. It's a little daunting you know. I mean I don't feel pressured to get married or anything it’s just...lol I've found that people who have fallen into marital bliss and I have little to talk about.
Sweet Jesus where are Claudio and Hero to scheme up a happily ever after to this farce? (Shakespeare reference don't mind it if you didn't get it.)
You know and then there's this nagging feeling that I'm being ungrateful to good fortune. Like what if I were gay and had so many people advocating so I couldn't get married It's like I should be happy to have the privalege to get married. Like I should get married. IT'S SOOOOOOOOoOO ANNOYING. Well I think I'll stop going on and on now. Anyone want to weigh in?
Cheers,
Kim
P.S. Kurt bought me Magna Carta T_T I love it it's soooo pretty...I will be talkinga bout this as soon as I get some play time in on the Playstation...Ben is finishing up DMC3
1 Comments:
ah the marriage blah blah..yea i am surrounded by happily married people at subway... then there is the mix of single moms and the girls who change guys as often as they apply their makeup. my pressure is more of one to merely have a relationship that is stable. to be happy... without constantly trying to find a way to bail or telling the person that you dont see this relationship going anywhere. i guess i dont want to set myself up for another disappointment. life seems to be full of them and for a lot of people the only good thing in their lives is their relationship... sometimes u want more.
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